Friday, June 1, 2012

~me~



Just life

It comes then
it goes.

That's just the
way life is.

It stops then
moves on.

That's just the
change around
us.

It goes fast
then slow.

That's just the
speed now.

That's just life.....

Words about writing

Writing to you is
like comparing to
different things.

Sharing my feelings is
like sharing my
heart.

Saying these words is
like taking away
all pain.

Having the wrong is
keeping it all
inside.

Taking you away is
like killing a
wild animal.

The world and you

The world with you should change.
But you should stay the same.
The world is cold and dark.
And you still shouldn't change.
The worlds moving and everything stops.
Think about your past then look at your future.

The meaning of life?

Whats the meaning of life?
Does it mean your better?
Does it make you stronger?
Does it make you change?
Does it make you judge?
Whats the meaning of life?

Thursday, May 31, 2012

Understanding

Understanding me is they key.
Understanding the world is my heart.
Understanding you is my soul.
Understanding my life is purpose.
Understanding love is just meaning.
Just understand.




Monday, May 21, 2012

What is life?

What is life?
I just want to understand
I want to understand the meaning and why people judge
others by there color and ways.

I want to know whats the purpose
if people only jugde you from the inside and out
i don't think you know.

Whats the purpose of this life
if you just can't speak
the truth about how you feel.

Some people take you
for a joke and play to many games.
I guess they just don't understand


Thursday, May 17, 2012

To my wonderful sister


To my wonderful sister
These past years
with you
have been amazing.

Are love
is strong and
wonderful most
don't know how
to explain.

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Feelings

Feelings
I feel like there’s nobody I can trust. The world feels cold and unuseful everybody gone and it’s just me alone. Trying to find a way to get out this cold and dark place. They just don’t understand me they think I’m different. But I think I’m just the same just different in many ways. They treat me like trash and I treat them with respect. I guess I’m going to have to change not for others but for the best of myself.

I still can’t find a way out this cold and lonely dark place.
Trying to call for help but my words wouldn’t even come out.
It felt like being in a basement for two months and nobody coming to save me.
Thinking is there just one person who’s going to care.
I can and then I can’t say sorry for all the wrong I done.
But what I can say is I’m sorry for not bring there for you and for not explaining how much you mean to me. I just don’t want to lose another loved one that means the world to me. I want to be able to trust you but you have to be willing to change your ways and actions first.
I’m just trying to make everything ok between us. I don’t know about you but is just doesn’t seem right when we are like this.

Thursday, April 5, 2012

Hunger games movie

It was okay but i like the book better because it gave more information. It telled what they did why and how. In the book it says that Katniss felt like she was back home and just dreaming about this whole thing but it didn't really look like that in the movie. It also said that lovers on fire and not star crossed lovers. But why is the  movie  different from the book and not the same.




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Friday, March 30, 2012

I am the messager

we read about how he was going to kill that man cause he kept raping his wife every night and not caring how she felt. He made his own child cry because what he was doing to her mom and Ed didn't like it either. But a few days later he saw the girl and and they talked about trying to save her and her mother but he said he will try. So what he did was go to the last address on the card them watched her for a few days then went back and looked for that man that kept raping his wife. He had saw he walking down the street and ask him did he need a ride so the man got and tried to start explaining his address but Ed had already known where he lived at so he told him to go and stand out in the middle of the road. Ed got out and had a gun and start asking him questions about why would he rape his wife and kpet making her and her child cry. He said he didn't know so Ed put the gun to the back of his neck and shot him.


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Thursday, March 29, 2012


My top 3 post: Friends, me and my life, treat others the way you want to be treated.  The all tell about me and the things I do. How people judge me from the outside and not the inside people don’t know how others feel they just think they do.

Best example of creativity: my home town life, me and how I feel, and what makes a person them.  I explained how I wanted something different in life and I wanted others to treat me with respect and not be who I am. People always judge but never know how I feel or care to ask.

Evidence of my growth as a writer: friends, treat others the same way, and the way I act. I treat people like this because that’s how they treat me and I not a mean person I just mad easy.


Proof I am a thinker/learner: Hunger games final project 7 do you know what love is: I get better and better at writing each time I write. But people always say I’m not going to be anything in life but how they know. I’m actually really smart and know a lot. I not a friendly person I like to just keep to myself mostly.

The world as i see it

Its different
From when I was
Younger I'm
Just changing to fit
In.
I feel like the
Worlds getting
Tighter than ever
Was before.
People change the world
By not
Caring what others do
Or think.
But why nit we
Are all the same
Is there
Something I can do
Or say
To make you feel
The same way.

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Idk

IDK
I’m thinking
Will it still be?
The same
Between us or not

But why
Can’t I do me?
And you
Do you without me
In your
Life
I’m sorry
I don’t back track
Like other’s
I’m different in many
Ways move
On try to start

A new
Life in a new
World somewhere
Far out in the
country

Monday, March 12, 2012

Thinking

Thinking
I think day and night
But why just me
Do I have to or not
Why can’t I just be?
Myself for once!

I see you
Do you see me?
Different but why
Not the same?

Is it always going?
To be like this or are
You going to understand
I’m not different I am
Just the same

Not in ways
And not in looks
But we are
Still people in many ways

Do we have to look alike?
But you can
Still be in the same color
As me.

You don’t have to
Like it I
Won‘t mind

Monday, March 5, 2012

Me

Me
Hi my name is Aysia and I would like for you to get to know me. I like to read, write, draw, have fun, and hang with my friends and family. But I dislike people that are fake and talk about people behind their back when they can just say it to their face.
Blissfully, I walked with my little nephew down the street thinking it was going to be a good day. Until somebody had said something it had made me mad so I didn’t say a thing. I waited angrily for them to return back outside. Every second more I had to wait I would get more frustrated. They thought that I was going to let them off with a warning but couldn't for one more day. She is a girl that used to hang out with my older nephew, and we used to live near her we moved because we wanted to get away from all the mess that was going on in Concord. Well what I did to her is I dragged her down the street by her hair and put I bold stop in the back of her head.
I stood  there think of something to say, but no words would come out, I was  wondering what would happen the next day. People talked and didn’t listen i just wondering why.

Monday, February 13, 2012

Friends

Friends
My friends are cool
fun to hang with
I like there personality
ways and actions
don’t like fakes.
I’m a nice person
fun to hang with but 1st
you got to get to
know me.

People judge me
from the outside and not
the inside i don’t
know why.
I like helping people out.
I’m a really friendly person
now don’t get me
wrong!!

It means I would like people to get to know me better. Because they talk about me like they have right to but don’t until they look at  there self. Fakes mean people who run they mouth but ain’t about nothing.I’m a person that doesn’t take mess from nobody
.

Monday, February 6, 2012

Do you know what love is??

People say the love each other but don't know the meaning. You cant say you love them if that's not the person you going to be with for the rest of your life. Just wait untill that time comes when your older and actually know the real meaning. At young ages a lot of us get hurt because  you thought you was going to be with that same perosn forever but it didn't work out like that. It's when you want to get  all your trust on someone and keep it there. you blame other people for your feelings but its you and you just don't understand that.

Thursday, February 2, 2012

Treat others the same way

I dislike that people get
juged by the outside and not
the out .

You mite say that you know how
people feel but
you don't you know how you
in the inside and out.

People get judged by what they
wear and how they act.
But the question is why?

If its not you then leave others
alone because you
wouldn't want people to talk
about you.

You respect and treat others
the way you want
to be treated.

Me And My Life

I’m from Rose’s,trees,flowers,my room,

little nephews, and having fun.

I really don’t like listening much.

I’m a quiet person and really don’t like talking.


I am who i am i be who be so don’t worry about me do what you do and be who you be.

If you don’t like it then don’t come to me. I’m not a bad person so if your going to talk about me then let it be something nice you have to say.

If it ain’t then don;t say nothing at all. I’m not the type of person who will hit frist or take any mess with anyone because it just not me.

 I would like to be look at as a good person and not a bad one someone little kids can look up to when nobody else is around.

 I would like to treat others they i would like to be treated.

Monday, January 9, 2012

Me my self and I and my home town

I use to live in New Jersey I moved because bad things happened. They happened around the school , and my mom didn't want me around it.   There  was people shooting  up   the schools  and they were selling drugs and they didn't want anything to happen to me at the time because I was young. I left a few months later.

 When I was in New Jersey this is one thing i remember. I was youngand  I liked to hang out with one of my older cousins because he always took me and my brother place's. Butone cold night my mom and his was fight not using hands but with there mouth. He tried to talk to them and clam them down but  nobody would listen. So later on that night the cops came and said he was dead because he had ran is car  in water. Everyone went into shock and cried so me and my brother went into his room and sat their  thinking. Then he appeared  and said I love you guys and my mom walked in the room and he was gone.

 But I think that if i was the age I was he wouldn't have done it cause I would have listened to everything he had to say and how how he felt. Everyday I have to go through remembering that and it gets hard and harder everyday.

 That's I most of the time I'm so mean and I really don't talk much in school because people judge me from the outside and not the inside. No one really knows that much and that's why because they always judge people and never stop to ask questions. I walk around for hours not doing a thing and think about what it would be like with him here and not gone. But I look like a poor person looking for something to say. And I didnt know how to expalin how I felt to others because i was scared someone was going to judge me.